Abducted? Laughter.. darling either I am achangeling or something much worse.. in either case this is not my reality.. my monkey's fly..

My journals through time are laughable.  My first few I was a mess. I thought I had to go back to my hell. Hell?

Why yes. If you do not realize the math of what I have been provided you. My earth is where djinns came from according to the Arabs.

And?  Well,demons and I are friends.. Same as witches and I are friends in this reality.

Why?  I am not that good.

I am not that bad.

Which makes me worried that I might have to do this stupid absurd story over again.

To be vomited out of God's mouth is not something I want.

I do not like this story.

To watch humanity turn itself into Cylon tosters is .. wildly not what I expected of a past since I am from a dead future.

What?  Read - do the math. https://www.minds.com/Talon123/blog/are-we-falling-into-a-blackhole-sure-why-not-formulas-of-spe-1267172552548528128

If math is not your strong idea. READ:

The prospect of walking among the dead has grown on me. At first I just thought I was insane. I mean how many people do you know watch mountains move daily along with a tree. https://www.minds.com/Talon123/blog/to-watch-the-walking-tree-and-the-moving-mountain-is-wild-th-1020330370164928512 So I started to journal and write what I saw when I saw it. The problematic part of when is I went from days to how old earth was. I pretty sure when I started out the internet said 6.5 billions year and next galaxy to hit in 365,000 year.. https://theprose.com/post/92852/journal-of-a-wondering-mind-through-the-multiverseThis got me sent to a shrink. Why? Insomnia. You can only not sleep and study and look up things so long until you realize it does not matter. Meaning? When you discover that the sun has been dead here for billions of years and is hidden by a mirror since 2003 or and here is the funny part Katrina happened in 2003 in my time period but here 2005 you kind of weird out and go off and look for something else. What is the use of study and knowing if people knew it here, lived, died, and now? According to something new to me Daniel 12 2 the dead shall live again.. I am living so there is hope I suppose. I worry about that I worry that I some how turned left instead of right or stepped on someone toes or something stupid. It is a big worry to me. I do not like shame and shame forever even if forever is not truly forever. https://www.minds.com/Talon123/blog/i-worry-about-my-soul-these-days-the-end-of-2012-december-21-1185701884667650048 I guess what is currently on y mind is will I make it to the end of time and people remember I said REPENT. Believe in Jesus..

Resilience to see humanity 

Resilience to see humanity 660,000 years into a past change to Cylons.

Eternity is watching me.

Silence, silently I watch and wonder in awe and sadness.

I did not do enough?

Lived a life that would make a blind deaf one footed pirate laugh?

I doubt I could understand this time travel.

Eternity is judging me- why did I not control reality better?

Now I see the ending and split in reality.

Coming within years an ending of time.

Eternity will judge me?

To see Revelation 6 and not follow my plan.

Open rebellion?

See I think the CIA caused this evil.

Eternity of evil trying to fight God.

Eternity of evil losing to God.

Humanity has won they cry a third of stars fell.

Unlike most I have seen that.

Mankind crying.

A man dying.

Nationality pride of the worlds fighting God?

I doubt they understand tears of the dead.

Time is not on my side.

You might be dead, I still have to be judged for my concern.

Resilience to see humanity 660,000 years into a pass change to Cylons. Eternity is watching me. Silence, silently I watch and wonder in awe and sadness. I did not do enough? Lived a life that would make a blind deaf one footed pirate laugh? I doubt I could understand this time travel. Eternity is judging me- why did I not control reality better? Now I see the ending and split in reality. Coming within years an ending of time. Eternity will judge me? To see Revelation 6 and not follow my plan. Open rebellion? See I think the CIA caused this evil. Eternity of evil trying to fight God. Eternity of evil losing to God. Humanity has won they cry a third of stars fell. Unlike most I have seen that. Mankind crying. A man dying. Nationality pride of the worlds fighting God? I doubt they understand tears of the dead. Time is not on my side. You might be dead, I still have to be judged for my concern.