at some point in my life..my perception was changed so dramatically that my destiny and fated story has been changed causing me to fight this forever.. or at least 2 billion years.. that awkward moment in realization hell is a real place.. I lived there and would not recommend the accommodations to anyone.

There is deja vu and there is today October 18 2019. I have been here before.  I remember something bad happening soon enough.  Which way to go or proceed.  Some two billion mes decided one way and I go another. Awkward statement. What deja vu?  A picture.  One that I have seen hundred times before in yet today.  I remember something else.. Always a closed time curved loop because a person does not know how to walk away.

At some point I think I might have gotten lost. And just kept on wandering..