I was expecting a bit more on the fallen ones. I mean I thought they would be more. I watch and think and try to figure out why or what. In yet I realize what I see. The illusion to the Gods is a twinkle in an eye or game play of a bet of a 1 to 230 trillion will it happen. In the end if I win I do not even get the reward. I just get to see humanity wiped from this reality yet again. Do I feel bad? I have met some lovely weeds. I doubt I know even what I am any more. I knew. I remember. The dreams happened as a child was horrible. Now, well I hurt at times, nevertheless, not like as a child. To see time of tribulations played unmask on so many different realities and realize the bibles all had the s removed Earths' plural... with that s the whole concept of the game is played out. However, they want it and to whatever betting is being done there is nothing you can do other then pray.. Awkwardness to realize you have one option and even weeds have a chance these days... Pray... be good, do well... stop evil. Humor...