To live is the rarest thing, most people just exist!!! live? well.. once upon a billion or so years ago.. I lived.. and now? I walk among the dead according to time travel.. you see if I was at point a and saw point b die.. and now I am at point b and look out and see point a die.. that means I am in a complex relationship too. with fickle time and can not either read nor understand time according to when the next galaxy will hit this galaxy.. the real question is any of this real or it is just a match up o

Trapped?

Reality for me and other Mandela effected?

A reality so real?

People seem real.

People if I lived on Sagittarius 4 billion years ago

Eternity seemed like a laughter there.

Dreamed of hell?

Reality I lived there for years.

Eternity of hell?

A time trap?

Memories of people who no longer exist?

Eternity question were they real or just in my mind

Dreamed of a reality that no longer exists.

A second here, a billion years there..

A moment there was a nanosecond here?

A dream?

A German philosopher says if I saw it.

Awe-inspiring that made it real for a time?

Awe when I realize if I am a zombie?

Awe I wonder and wander realizing in my mind

A mind I must stay within, for this is not real.

To live is the rarest thing, most people just exist!!! live? well.. once upon a billion or so years ago.. I lived.. and now? I walk among the dead according to time travel.. you see if I was at point a and saw point b die.. and now I am at point b and look out and see point a die.. that means I am in a complex relationship too. with fickle time and can not either read nor understand time according to when the next galaxy will hit this galaxy or I am not lying and am a real time traveler.. either case you are already dead which is sort of talking to zombies.. meaning I watch people and the way they walk these days makes me believe in a reanimated world such as this their behavior does not seem to change. they wonder or wander in packs of trolls or wolves and seem to meander these days.. with no purpose.. makes people watching a new hobby instead of walking dead.. the real question is any of this real or it is just a match up of dead thoughts and ideas that no one seems to care about any more?

I am often asked what happened to me. I have told many a fictional tale due to happen stance and life. When I first encountered flesh-eating bacteria, I said I was a zombie for 17 days prior to them operating to remove the piece of dead flesh. When that did not seem to do the trick, I said I was snowmobiling when a grizzly bear came out and snagged me off it and put me into a snow drift.

Then my second go around with flesh-eating bacteria, I said that a shark got me in the Great Salt Lake. A drug lord had dropped off his over grown shark into the Salt Lake, and well I was swimming and that the shark came up and took my foot.

Being disabled due to flesh-eating bacteria I tried to go back to work. Only to have the bacteria attack me again to lose my foot. Next I attempted to start once more and stress dealing with no money no health insurance and no way to cop caused my sugars to be so high I lost my hearing and eyesight for a time.

As a result, I tried to ask for help. I was sort of denied. I wrote the website that is supposed to give help at the federal level. They never replied. I wrote my senators and congressman. To no reply. I finally gave up and moved in with my mother in law due to my family wanting me dead because instead of helping me. They just kept up the pressure. Why do you not get a job?

Sadness, after nine months the government agreed a one eye, hearing impaired, one footed person might be disabled. Great I thought I would be able to get insurance after spending my 401 k on health insurance. That was a bust. Instead of helping or trying to assist they wanted 800 a month without paying for any of the drugs they said I had to be on and guess what that is without visiting a single doctor.

This said I had a decision to feed my family or go to the doctor. I was lucky. My mother in law allowed me and my family to move in paying rent of course and lived away from the Obama tax law requiring because I made 32 dollars more than allowed to pay 800 a month for health insurance. Sadness. Evilness. That is how I see being disabled. No one is helping. No one cares. The website directed to me to go to is useless. as well as now. At this moment in time, all the grants for artists, or people trying went to the people with sexually disability. Which is interesting because I guess I qualify for that too? Humor how life is sad and only gets sadder in remembering a life worth living.

The bizarre accident happen to me in June- when I lost 3 inches of flesh around my ankle. Then in Feb I lost my left foot to the similar bacteria. The zombies are here folks. Believe me. I would not be bothering to tell this story. The old folks home where I was at is hospice is allowing people to pass away faster and faster. This is cleaning out the area for something. People I knew in July are gone. This is sad.

http://www.cnn.com/.../politics/pentagon-zombie-apocalypse/ ummm if the military is taking this seriously should you

a trick or treat story for Halloween ' well a Halloween warning ' the zombie recipes origami nano material sent to the brain via water.http://news.discovery.com/.../elusive-on-off-switch-found... a world forgets' those that can be turned on mmore than five times live, those that do not' their bodies well. imagine a hungry body without a mind. searching for like living creatures. life is difficult. sometimes life is weird when you realize that advance extreme high frequency satelliteshttp://www.afspc.af.mil/library/factsheets/factsheet.asp?id=7758 are ready to turn on and off the switches being dumped by the plane load into the rain clouds http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/DNA_nanotechnology for what purpose. Zombified ¿ why because the antichrist must rule the world to get things done the way he wants. you ever wonder how 8 million voters voted in more than two states and no fraud charges ' plus almost 2 million dead votgers ' http://www.npr.org/.../study-1-8-million-dead-people... humor me a few sececonds' who would have let a president play golf during wars and start three wars when he claimed peace and removal of soliders from war humor 'http://www.washingtontimes.com/.../obama-golf-trips-cost.../ are you truely in control of your vote ' vote third party neither republicans nor democrats have saved nor helped you and they seem to want zombies.

Russia turns drug over to cheap fix for us citizens for future zombie wars ' http://www.ibtimes.com/zombie-apocalypse-russia-krokodil... hopice they are murdering the old, for their social security and murdering vetrans and giving bonuses to those that allow murdering of the vets .... Halloween after all is a bit about the truth or dare... to write the reality of the times.

Say why are people afraid to take a bathe 'https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dA0Qhgmuvrc trick or treat

I am a bit off today... I can not spell. something more wrong with me than normal.. Humor me tell me hello at least...

Trapped?
Reality for me and other Mandela effected?
A reality so real?
People seem real.
People if I lived on Sagittarius 4 billion years ago
Eternity seemed like a laughter there.
Dreamed of hell?
Reality I lived there for years.
Eternity of hell?
A time trap?
Memories of people who no longer exist?
Eternity question were they real or just in my mind
Dreamed of a reality that no longer exists.
A second here, a billion years there..
A moment there was a nanosecond here?
A dream?
A German philosopher says if I saw it.
Awe-inspiring that made it real for a time?
Awe when I realize if I am a zombie?
Awe I wonder and wander realizing in my mind
A mind I must stay within, for this is not real.
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Halloween tale for the night' two galaxies colliding and the end of the cycles of this planet called earth. For when two galaxies collide who or whom is the real creator and what if anything is reality to be sought Meaning for those that believe Niburo a fast moving planet that exists underneight our galaxy is causing texas size hurricanes on saturn' what will happen here on earth .. the last time the continents were split a part and the dark ages, prior to that Josephs drought that made Eygpt the richest country in gold, prior to that visit Noahs flood. This halloween when you think you know what is going on think. Zombies caused by the government to control the mass population via rabies, via drugs, via bath salts via satellites frequencies turning a brain on and off making people forget everything. that was the hard part for me to understand in the book of revelation if people knew that they are lossing why would they not repent and change their ways. the mark of the beast nano technology controling the masses. or war with a fourth of the world... humor trick or treat

That I see the ending of the time of tribulation today was not what I expected. I thought humanity was turning to a point in time where good would win. Where bad would feel ashamed of their actions and change? I felt there would be a change in this reality to be good. Guess not.

That the changes reflect the bible. Is amazing to me. Zachariah in my bible on Sagittarius talked about nuclear war wiping out people attacking people attacking the holy city. That Zechariah in the bible that I have now talks about zombies is something else to believe.

That zombies were considered to be consumer purchasing products in masses just because their passer by had something and they wanted was the commercial reference to zombie movies in my reality.

That I have found the mirror worlds time travelling via closed time curved loop travel mention in the bible now in Daniel 12 2 makes me even a bit more seriously freaked out.

Was I good? I do not know anymore? Was I evil? I doubt I have a mean bone in my body. That I am a bit of a loner is true. That I knew and was known by many people is also true. Why? I lived an interesting life at times. My stories are more or less about what I see in reality these days and I wonder what else to say. That the lion laid with the bear in my Isiah and the wolf shall lie here with the lambs makes me wonder. Why?

I always dreamed at night that I was a bear stuck in the valley of Lame Deer Montana with three Indians always pushing me back into that place of weirdness. That time travel explains a lot of that weirdness is refreshing to know that my mom was not crazy. Sure to me she was nuts but when she said she saw her stuff move she did evidently. That I sure as heck did not touch any of her stuff was certain. In my mind I stayed. Reading, running the dogs, playings sports not being allowed to get good at any of them. I always wonder if I would have succeed without the dream of getting out of that God forsaken place. Sure it is home to some. To me? All I can remember as a bear was I had no use for it. The water tasted funny.

So zombies come from cat shit parasites, rabies from Africa, and bath salts- origin India- the formula was made by a worshipper of death. The subcontinent fell to the zombies in 2016. The air borne virus took over Pakistan and China. The following years and thus earth went back to the Stone Age for parts of timetrick or treat There were four wavess of Zombie attacks that year. The first was a drug from Russia which went cheap and caused people to solify from the inside out allowing parts of their body to fall off. The next drug was bath salts. Which made people insane and they actually tried to eat people instead of just wander about being dead men walking the street. The third was an air borne rabies virus. That made the children without rabies vaccine insane fire starters. And emotional detachted to anything and anybody. The virus also got into the parents the horry stories were of mother leaving their children or babies or eating them. The fourth was a vaccine or so the government said nanobots put into the body to turn off the brain. The problem was that made them just into slaves for those that controlled the nanobots. You ever read Revelations. And wonder why anyone would not repent? If they knew they were about to die and be burnt in hell¿ answer the kill switch the ability to turn on and off the mind to everything. The funny part was everyone in the US had the kill switch installed in their homes. HD television. You ever wonder why a better annelog reception was taken away and digital was enforced as a standard to watch television¿ humor me. The converstion to digital televisin was to allow the frequencies to take over the mind. AEHF can broadcast frequencies turning people minds off and on. What will happen when evil decides to turn people against everone. Zombies_ Humor me this plan has been in work for sometime. The two sides are battling each other. Robbin wllimams murder was for Joan Rivers murder.. There are tow sides each one battling for the haearts and souls of the world. http://www.cnn.com/.../politics/pentagon-zombie-apocalypse/ ummm if the military is taking this seriously should you

A trick or treat story for Halloween. Well a Halloween warning ' the zombie recipes origami nano material. Sent to the brain via water.http://news.discovery.com/.../elusive-on-off-switch-found... .. A world forgets' those that can be turned on mmore than five times live, those that do not' their bodies well. imagine a hungry body without a mind. searching for like living creatures. life is difficult. Sometimes life is weird when you realize that advance extreme high frequency satelliteshttp://www.afspc.af.mil/library/factsheets/factsheet.asp?id=7758. Are ready to turn on and off the switches. Nanos being dumped by the plane load into the rain clouds http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/DNA_nanotechnology for what purpose. Zombified ¿ why because the antichrist must rule the world to get things done the way he wants. You ever wonder how 8 million voters voted in more than two states? And no fraud charges ' plus almost 2 million dead voters ' http://www.npr.org/.../study-1-8-million-dead-people... . Humor me a few sececonds' who would have let a president play golf. During wars and start three wars when he claimed peace and removal of soliders from war? humor 'http://www.washingtontimes.com/.../obama-golf-trips-cost.../ are you truely in control of your vote ' vote third party neither republicans nor democrats have saved nor helped you and they seem to want zombies.

Russia turns drug over to cheap fix for us citizens for future zombie wars ' http://www.ibtimes.com/zombie-apocalypse-russia-krokodil... hopice they are murdering the old, for their social security and murdering vetrans and giving bonuses to those that allow murdering of the vets .... Halloween after all is a bit about the truth or dare... to write the reality of the times.

Say why are people afraid to take a bathe 'https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dA0Qhgmuvrc trick or treat

I am a bit off today... I can not spell. something more wrong with me than normal.. Humor me tell me hello at least... Trick or treat a tale of materialism gone a muck.. The tale of fiat money there once was several countries that over the years have gone through fiat money. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Fiat_money Example China 900 AD the paper presses made so much that the paper was burned in the end and a return to the gold system was done. France 1600 used similar fiat paper. To sell the resources of the new world. To people willng to invest their money in the possibility of a gold or silver mine not even known in the new world but speculation was to be soon discovered.. The Holiland tulip bulbs where the crazy was to have tulips and the prices soared till nothing was worth anything. Todays fiat money being printed to pay for the federal governments spending. There is no accounting for 9 trillion https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GYNVNhB-m0othat was supposedly saved in the us treasurer... so what does that mean_ are the preppers right buy gold_ silver-_ oris it just another scheme which will be overlooked... http://www.cnn.com/.../politics/pentagon-zombie-apocalypse/ ummm if the military is taking this seriously should you

a trick or treat story for Halloween ' well a Halloween warning ' the zombie recipes origami nano material sent to the brain via water.http://news.discovery.com/.../elusive-on-off-switch-found... a world forgets' those that can be turned on mmore than five times live, those that do not' their bodies well. imagine a hungry body without a mind. searching for like living creatures. life is difficult. sometimes life is weird when you realize that advance extreme high frequency satelliteshttp://www.afspc.af.mil/library/factsheets/factsheet.asp?id=7758 are ready to turn on and off the switches being dumped by the plane load into the rain clouds http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/DNA_nanotechnology for what purpose. Zombified ¿ why because the antichrist must rule the world to get things done the way he wants. you ever wonder how 8 million voters voted in more than two states and no fraud charges ' plus almost 2 million dead votgers ' http://www.npr.org/.../study-1-8-million-dead-people... humor me a few sececonds' who would have let a president play golf during wars and start three wars when he claimed peace and removal of soliders from war umor 'http://www.washingtontimes.com/.../obama-golf-trips-cost.../ are you truely in control of your vote ' vote third party neither republicans nor democrats have saved nor helped you and they seem to want zombies.

Russia turns drug over to cheap fix for us citizens for future zombie wars ' http://www.ibtimes.com/zombie-apocalypse-russia-krokodil... hopice they are murdering the old, for their social security and murdering vetrans and giving bonuses to those that allow murdering of the vets .... Halloween after all is a bit about the truth or dare... to write the reality of the times.

Say why are people afraid to take a bathe 'https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dA0Qhgmuvrc trick or treat

I am a bit off today... I can not spell. something more wrong with me than normal.. Humor me tell me hello at least...

sadnesss no one reads my rants or raves or even says hello.. the rabies virus airborne is what is going to cause the most destruction. Seen a video on what the kids in Africa afre doing now. shame is shame evil is evil. calling evil good is wrong and evn tghe preachers are scared to statethe truth.. scary times. one tenth dead so who knows.. maybe I shall not survive socialsecurity is playing their game august 15 has now turned to december I wonder .. anyone know how to grow a leg and eye back I would like that please..

The moment you change perception is the moment you rewrite the chemistry of your body. The only problem is.. who is writing this story and is it I was to play a super villain and I misplaced my minions or did I misplace Dr. Heinz Doofenshmirtz job application and Norm got my job?

I really think I could have made gnome the serial killer movie into something. I am still working on it.

The question then comes down to if I am not who I should be and I am not what I should be.. And I am me right now.. Then where am I going. and if this is the valley of shadow of death.. I realize people do not change but warning them. Jesus is coming.. along with zombies are coming is something else totally to contemplate. Meaning?

If we are avatars and the system of things is breaking down in the time of tribulation.. I could see myself elsewhere and I wonder.. Meaning? censorship? I write what I see. and I see a lot. I read a lot. I wonder a lot more than I should..

Speculation I wonder if I failed.. That is the question I often ask myself. One way or another..

People laugh when I say I am not from their reality. It is a kind of joke. When I point out who else is not, they stop laughing. Then they stop talking to me. I always wonder what happened to my reality. I know how many realities have ended already. That I think a zombie bit me a while ago seems humorous for me. People say what am I talking about? I am a closed time curved loop traveler. So are all Mandela effect souls coming back through CERN and other colliders to our fated ending.

Who else? Well, Sadam killed Nelson Mandela per George Bush Jr.. Obama recalled 58 states. The one closest to my reality? Hillary Clinton recalled Abe Lincoln as a senator. He was a senator in my reality, too. Or Biden getting arrested for trying to visit Nelson Mandela? Donald Trump please vote on the day after Thanksgiving. All of them are experiencing what they call the time of tribulation in the bible.

Laugh all you want. You seem to be part of this adventure you and this reality is being reanimated. What am I saying? I am saying to work a closed time curved loop means you are already dead. That either you are in heaven or hell already. That most of the past or future for me was from a future that no longer exists? Why? It died because of x-rays hitting earth frying the whole planet for a time.

People say you are not from a different reality? I say I purchased clothing at JCPenny. Not Jc Penney. I lived on a planet with 8.5 billion people on it. The parallelism there was so real it was wild the first few days of my venture back in time. Freaked me out to think I was not part of the rapture. Since then I have discovered other things that have settled me down a bit.

That South America has moved back in time some 2500 miles due east of where my South America was and I knew about making time and travel distance a question of my mind. You see my earth was 6.5 billion years old. The next galaxy was to hit in 265,000 years and I lived on Sagittarius outer arm. That is why my earth fried up.

That I have heard of how other realities die and watched YouTube videos on it is kind of exciting at times. You see I passed through realities that were nuked in December 2017. People laugh and say Hawaii was not nuked and the scierne was in January 201 not in every reality Is all Ic an say. That the worlds are ending and I am not prepared is sort of relaxing for me these days. Figure I will die soon enough. The adventure of a lifetime for me is stepping out into the street and seeing colors, places, and people change from one reality to the next and wonder. Did God do this to me or science?

WEll, I am vomiting water. I do not think I am in the same earth as yesterday. motion sickness. or if this is purgatory I have either fallen into hell more or out of it. Depends on what hell is now. That purgatory in jewish religion exists is kind of like. well not what I recall. That there are 7 levels, the 7th there is no coming back from is like wild. That 1 thru 6 you have to work your way out of is like I must have missed this in my world. That people are meaner here then in my world is evident. That sinning here is easier is wild. Not what I expected. Shame on me for experiencing what I can. Shame. They call it discipline, I wonder if you wanted some thing different why teach a person one way to be condemned under something else. Evil is evil. Yes, I repent, yes Jesus Christ forgive me please, have mercy on me. Failing to do good, be kind, and do good, I try nevertheless I fail greatly. I wonder. Anyone else finding new religious ideology that is like not on my world bub. Zombies, tale of 500 coins to 50 coins a debtor is forgiven, Mary had seven evil ones in her, I am just wondering if I failed at bible class all this time because I read something then get tested on different rule or test answers. I think this is nuts. Pray for me.