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The greatest destroyer of peace is abortion because if a mother can kill her own child, what is left for me to kill you and you to kill me? There is nothing between.

Mother Teresa

Abortion was the chance to kill the babies

No one cared

hospice began killing the elderly

No one cared

Tea party members were targeted with the IRS

No one cared.

Soon the poets will be next.

Who will be concerned

Fearful of this life

The difference is I have meet death a few times

This last time was wild experience

Making me realize this is just chemistry in time

Living love within laughter is all we have this time

A right to lifer bombing and killing an abortion clinic worker is wrong

What is wrong with this world

To be yourself in a world that is constantly trying to make you something else is the greatest accomplishment.

Ralph Waldo Emerson

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I am a reader

Making me a bit weird in this world

I say that for a few reasons

I am the only guy sometimes in a bookstore

I am the only guy checking out books in the library sometimes

I am the only one trying to roller-skate with my kids sometimes

I am the only one doing my own thing sometimes

Accomplishment wise is wild this time

Thanks for sharing with me

Recommendation is wild this time

Our greatest glory is not in never falling, but in rising every time we fall.

Confucius

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Failure hello again

You are like an ole friend

I believe we should exchange business cards or emails

That way you could at least send me a note when before we met again

I have failed in business friend

I have failed relationship friend

I have failed family relationships

I have failed courses friend

I have failed financial friend

My health failed yet again friend

I have yet to make it to the rung of my ole life

I failed my kid request of a dog friend

Failure I am not yet a human again

Why don't you call me again

Failure I am going to visit you again

Where are you going to met me again

Ole failure friend

I did try again a few times to

I did succeed a few times to

Thanks for letting me try again ole failure friend

A review a change here or there

Could make this a great prose or poem too

Thanks for reading ole failure friend

We think sometimes that poverty is only being hungry, naked and homeless. The poverty of being unwanted, unloved and uncared for is the greatest poverty. We must start in our own homes to remedy this kind of poverty.

Mother Teresa

Unwanted been there

Unloved am there

Uncared for allot of time there

Poverty of families life wicked

Poverty of being unwanted is wicked

Why have a relationship if not to be wanted

Poverty of being unloved is evil these days

Live a life worth loving in laughter for a wealth family

Uncared for is so sad

Living working in the land of plenty I see the uncared for

So sad how people are uncared for

Be wanted find someone who wants you

How that is the question these days

Be in love find someone who you can love

How to find someone to love these days

Be caring be kind these days

How to be loving is be kind these days

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5/6/18, 8:21 PM

DO YOU EAT ORGANIC FOOD OR FOLLOW A (MAINLY) VEGAN DIET? DO YOU EAT PROCESSED FOODS? DO YOU USE WHITE SUGAR?

had an interesting conversation tonight...so data gathering. 🙂

5/7/18, 3:36 AM

I live in Bolivia so most food is organic. I eat meat when I can. Process foods have been sort of removed from my life due to location.

5/7/18, 10:13 AM

Conversation with an intelligent friend (well, brilliant with all types of math and computers and history). Talking about diet, specifically what you've described and the resulting effect being that one is able to see more clearly through or past the duality of this existence. Funny...it seemed so clear last night and made sense...until the remainder of the theory was furnished and now...it seems like another new-age rambling. (The whole 'dream within a dream' thing...archetypes...collective consciousness/unconscious creating etc). Still...it makes sense to think that a healthy diet (such as yours) would at the very least help dissipate brain fog. Friend said that following this lets you rise above the brain-washed masses. What if you already see what they cannot, w/o the funds to support this type of diet? lol. Sorry. Was not my intent to waste your time. x smh..

And as to your recent posts...wondering about hope...if there's even any point to hope. I get it. I live there, a lot of the time. According to my friend here...e v e r y t h i n g is CODE. Which would mean that this is all some holographic torroidal field...and the 'natural' world that makes us feel so good when we 'ground' ourselves is b/c it's programmed to do so. That code has been overridden by this outer existence that has been manipulated by the 'elite' our supposed selves have (maybe) created through ignorance. Or was in some way imposed upon us. It's very interesting but it's a different road altogether from GOD and creation isn't it? Have you noticed how 99% of roads lead aWay from God? Which doesn't feel comfortable to this heart. x

5/7/18, 1:19 PM

think of a tree and rings of a tree. we are on a layer you make x money, live y years, the story is the same over and over again.. the bet is between the devil and Jah about how many souls can live in heaven through time.

time is between cells of universe through universe we are traveling backward in a tree ring.. ring back between history is the same over and over and over again..

the joke is God too is not the story teller.. just another person within the story..

the question as to whom is in charge which is funny the LAW.. the law.. everything..

5/7/18, 4:21 PM

Dear Universe you have a sense of humor. That God is still part of the story line is wild. I wonder about your sense of humor today. I realize now your destruction of earth is nothing that humanity can stop. My question which is awkward is good or evil just the options I have? The story you have given me is okay. I appreciate it. However fate is something I wonder about.. I mean what is the use of knowing you are fated to fail in all these worlds? humor failure I be and failure I am.. I wonder did I every succeed in one of these worlds and if so what did I do so wrong that I am where I am at? Thank you for listening. https://youtu.be/-6flVKbT3oI Well this is unexpected. 1. The end of the world is not coming. 2. A major shift in power is coming. 3. India will be the place to be scared of. 4. North Korea does kill many people and drastically destroys the US. 5. North Korea also hits Japan, South Korea, China, Russia, Europe, US. sadness all around. That I thought I was seeing the last days is not what I am seeing. Awkwardness, however what I see is going to happen. Mandela effected friends, scientists, and oddity readers. I am taking a long holiday. I would like to post something that has been on my mind for a while. At first I sought out math legends in my world on your worlds. They never replied so here are the answers that I have found. In my world the universe was expanding. 180 degree triangle was all there was meaning the universe was contained and supposedly expanding. Here there are more than 180 degree triangles meaning the universe is in a box. In my world the milky way was expanding not contracting. Here the milky way is contracting. At the center of the milky way no one knew. Here guess what it is a large black hole. If you do not understand what I am getting at for Jesus Christ sake read realize this mind is from the other side of the black hole. I will post the reference in comments. The other five questions I wrote and the answer is radical enough to surprise me even. How many mes or yous or earths are there. I will be finding out sooner then I expected meaning there is a rationale why I stopped asking and looked for my own answers. Read the comments. It has been a nice time with you folks.dear Mandela effected friends.. In my world we did not know who Shakespeare was. Here he died 1616. I have seen him die 1624 and 1620. Anyone from my world remembering that three people were considered to be Shakespeare as a composite poet writer and not ever as a single person whose life was known about.. Please reply with your memories of British literature 101. The real question I have now for paradox is what discussion did I have during Ms. Fay Noyes Matheny class if Shakespeare was truly someone you could say hey he lived, he had kids, he wrote 44 plays.. Meaning I recall somethings in high school but what did the mind in this body do there or here when I pointed out that I believed he was one person and recollection the argument went against and people were saying Sir bacon wrote one of his play, some ambassador to Italy wrote Romeo and Juliette meaning the scene were out of someone else book.. Diane Francis what do you think happens during your life when you remember something one way and are told no no.. It happened this way. .If i I had a better memory I would be a better person for I am recycling through worlds and ideas that I have seen before. however what is exciting is new ideas and people that I know I did not know of or were not part of my world. Fate is truth. The story of life is stuck on the idea you can only choice good or evil at certain points in your life. outside of that you are stuck on a book or tale that is not exciting as I would expect my life to be. I read a lot of books.. I have done a lot ideas that are out there. I have lived an exciting life to extent that I should or would like to have read my life story. Since May 19 2016 that is more truthful than prior. You are the past, future, and present.. do a better job your environment and life and lifestyle depends on you choosing good versus evil.. Evil does no good to anyone.. The most dangerous man, to any government, is the man who is able to think things out for himself.. Almost inevitably , he comes to the conclusion that the government he lives under is dishonest, insane, and intolerable. you are the books you read, the movies you watch, the music you listen to , the people you spend time with, the conversations you engage in. Choose wisely what you feed your mindf I am fated to do something small or great or nothing at all. Why? think meaning thinking is all we can do.. success is already fated within the storyline. Meaning on this cell throughout the galaxy each earth there was a leader Churchill that won. Just as there is a German timeline where Hitler won. The issue of fate and the universe is somewhat making me question reality. the realization is each and every story is and has and will be told again.. the question is there nothing new under the sun is and has been put to rest. Can I change history? some how I expected more of me. Upon finding myself on a new world other then warning every senator, representative and my point of contact for security clearance I was kind of wondering what to do.. Meaning warning people hey you have someone walking in my skin with the potential of ideas, codes, and other items means they are there doing something.. I wander in my mind.. The most dangerous man, to any government, is the man who is able to think things out for himself.. Almost inevitably , he comes to the conclusion that the government he lives under is dishonest, insane, and intolerable. The bible having zombies in it means this is truth.. Animals coming together and killing humanity a potential on one of these realities is just wild.all the quotes in the world are fake.. to realize fate is there and attitude is all that can change is a powerful experience that means. 1. I am still me. 2. This is not my world. 3. history repeats itself. 4. time is a ring on the tree of life which can have soul swapping. 5. you are the books you read, the movies you watch, the music you listen to , the people you spend time with, the conversations you engage in. Choose wisely what you feed your mind.you are the books you read, the movies you watch, the music you listen to , the people you spend time with, the conversations you engage in. Choose wisely what you feed your mind.so sharks, and cats.. yep that is what I am seeing today on line.. I wonder if I saw something else what I would remember? am I a cylon? this to has happened and will happen again.. May 6, 2017 at 9:34am ·

WEll, I am vomiting water. I do not think I am in the same earth as yesterday. motion sickness. or if this is purgatory I have either fallen into hell more or out of it. Depends on what hell is now. That purgatory in jewish religion exists is kind of like. well not what I recall. That there are 7 levels, the 7th there is no coming back from is like wild. That 1 thru 6 you have to work your way out of is like I must have missed this in my world. That people are meaner here then in my world is evident. That sinning here is easier is wild. Not what I expected. Shame on me for experiencing what I can. Shame. They call it discipline, I wonder if you wanted some thing different why teach a person one way to be condemned under something else. Evil is evil. Yes, I repent, yes Jesus Christ forgive me please, have mercy on me. Failing to do good, be kind, and do good, I try nevertheless I fail greatly. I wonder. Anyone else finding new religious ideology that is like not on my world bub. Zombies, tale of 500 coins to 50 coins a debtor is forgiven, Mary had seven evil ones in her, I am just wondering if I failed at bible class all this time because I read something then get tested on different rule or test answers. I think this is nuts. Pray for me.is constant proof that God loves us and loves to see us happy. Benjamin Franklin Mandela Effected friends.. what is the difference between this quote and history as you remember it. Like Ben did not consume H2O2 in my world he was down on beer and I think I would have remembered him being up on wine.One should always be drunk. Tha is all that matters, but with what. With wine, with poetry, or with virtue, as you chose. But get Drunk Charles Baudelaire Mandela effected friends.. exactly who is Mr. Baudelaire. I think I would have read him by now. “Wine is one of the most civilized things in the world and one of the most natural things of the world that has been brought to the greatest perfection, and it offers a greater range for enjoyment and appreciation than, possibly, any other purely sensory thing.” ― Ernest Hemingway “In victory, you deserve Champagne. In defeat you need it.” ― Napoleon Bonaparte “A gourmet meal without a glass of wine just seems tragic to me somehow.” ― Kathy Mattea

"Life is just a series of frames being created in your brain! ... just images! Once you realize that you can do anything with them! nothing is relevant to time space as it's illusion, just an image on a flowchart! just series of images being created by finely tuned sensors, weights and concepts! Driving the brain is the hard part! you are the driver not the victim! It's in the subtle bits where it gets interesting .. such as what do I add to the image? This can be dictated by innate systems or it can be manipulated by self!"

y^′=∑i=0mβix′i

β=(XTX+λI)−1XTY

y^′=∑i=0nαi⟨Xi,x′⟩

α=(XXT+λI)−1Y

Where ⟨Xi,x′⟩

⟨Xi,x′⟩=XTix′=∑mjXi,jx′j.

"try that instead! No talking about reality! space! time! mind. It's the way we input data into the synapses! it's weighted with innate systems data which is all kinds of data from different sources such as emotional information environmental data, dimension, statistics, this makes up the full thought when it hits the synapses for analysis, the image is create and slotted on the timeline, time is just a series of images and the concept of it is relevant to the speed of your brains processing unit's. The information attachments from innate systems are modifying the data constantly, what data one allows access to here can be fully controlled by self."

Does it make any kind of sense at all? Excerpt from conversation w/my friend last night.

ps today I tried to find where in the bible a quote is located as I couldn't remember. According to what I'm seeing...it never existed there at all. Just shaking my head. It's all so convoluted sometimes. Those who never wonder, never question - that unexamined life - I wonder if it's happy one.

no the time tribulation talks about the bible changes.. it gets erased..

Dear Universe you have a sense of humor. That God is still part of the story line is wild. I wonder about your sense of humor today. I realize now your destruction of earth is nothing that humanity can stop. My question which is awkward is good or evil just the options I have? The story you have given me is okay. I appreciate it. However fate is something I wonder about.. I mean what is the use of knowing you are fated to fail in all these worlds? humor failure I be and failure I am.. I wonder did I every succeed in one of these worlds and if so what did I do so wrong that I am where I am at? Thank you for listening. https://youtu.be/-6flVKbT3oI Well this is unexpected. 1. The end of the world is not coming. 2. A major shift in power is coming. 3. India will be the place to be scared of. 4. North Korea does kill many people and drastically destroys the US. 5. North Korea also hits Japan, South Korea, China, Russia, Europe, US. sadness all around. That I thought I was seeing the last days is not what I am seeing. Awkwardness, however what I see is going to happen. Mandela effected friends, scientists, and oddity readers. I am taking a long holiday. I would like to post something that has been on my mind for a while. At first I sought out math legends in my world on your worlds. They never replied so here are the answers that I have found. In my world the universe was expanding. 180 degree triangle was all there was meaning the universe was contained and supposedly expanding. Here there are more than 180 degree triangles meaning the universe is in a box. In my world the milky way was expanding not contracting. Here the milky way is contracting. At the center of the milky way no one knew. Here guess what it is a large black hole. If you do not understand what I am getting at for Jesus Christ sake read realize this mind is from the other side of the black hole. I will post the reference in comments. The other five questions I wrote and the answer is radical enough to surprise me even. How many mes or yous or earths are there. I will be finding out sooner then I expected meaning there is a rationale why I stopped asking and looked for my own answers. Read the comments. It has been a nice time with you folks.dear Mandela effected friends.. In my world we did not know who Shakespeare was. Here he died 1616. I have seen him die 1624 and 1620. Anyone from my world remembering that three people were considered to be Shakespeare as a composite poet writer and not ever as a single person whose life was known about.. Please reply with your memories of British literature 101. The real question I have now for paradox is what discussion did I have during Ms. Fay Noyes Matheny class if Shakespeare was truly someone you could say hey he lived, he had kids, he wrote 44 plays.. Meaning I recall somethings in high school but what did the mind in this body do there or here when I pointed out that I believed he was one person and recollection the argument went against and people were saying Sir bacon wrote one of his play, some ambassador to Italy wrote Romeo and Juliette meaning the scene were out of someone else book.. Diane Francis what do you think happens during your life when you remember something one way and are told no no.. It happened this way. .If i I had a better memory I would be a better person for I am recycling through worlds and ideas that I have seen before. however what is exciting is new ideas and people that I know I did not know of or were not part of my world. Fate is truth. The story of life is stuck on the idea you can only choice good or evil at certain points in your life. outside of that you are stuck on a book or tale that is not exciting as I would expect my life to be. I read a lot of books.. I have done a lot ideas that are out there. I have lived an exciting life to extent that I should or would like to have read my life story. Since May 19 2016 that is more truthful than prior. You are the past, future, and present.. do a better job your environment and life and lifestyle depends on you choosing good versus evil.. Evil does no good to anyone.. The most dangerous man, to any government, is the man who is able to think things out for himself.. Almost inevitably , he comes to the conclusion that the government he lives under is dishonest, insane, and intolerable. you are the books you read, the movies you watch, the music you listen to , the people you spend time with, the conversations you engage in. Choose wisely what you feed your mindf I am fated to do something small or great or nothing at all. Why? think meaning thinking is all we can do.. success is already fated within the storyline. Meaning on this cell throughout the galaxy each earth there was a leader Churchill that won. Just as there is a German timeline where Hitler won. The issue of fate and the universe is somewhat making me question reality. the realization is each and every story is and has and will be told again.. the question is there nothing new under the sun is and has been put to rest. Can I change history? some how I expected more of me. Upon finding myself on a new world other then warning every senator, representative and my point of contact for security clearance I was kind of wondering what to do.. Meaning warning people hey you have someone walking in my skin with the potential of ideas, codes, and other items means they are there doing something.. I wander in my mind.. The most dangerous man, to any government, is the man who is able to think things out for himself.. Almost inevitably , he comes to the conclusion that the government he lives under is dishonest, insane, and intolerable. The bible having zombies in it means this is truth.. Animals coming together and killing humanity a potential on one of these realities is just wild.all the quotes in the world are fake.. to realize fate is there and attitude is all that can change is a powerful experience that means. 1. I am still me. 2. This is not my world. 3. history repeats itself. 4. time is a ring on the tree of life which can have soul swapping. 5. you are the books you read, the movies you watch, the music you listen to , the people you spend time with, the conversations you engage in. Choose wisely what you feed your mind.you are the books you read, the movies you watch, the music you listen to , the people you spend time with, the conversations you engage in. Choose wisely what you feed your mind.so sharks, and cats.. yep that is what I am seeing today on line.. I wonder if I saw something else what I would remember? am I a cylon? this to has happened and will happen again.. May 6, 2017 at 9:34am ·

WEll, I am vomiting water. I do not think I am in the same earth as yesterday. motion sickness. or if this is purgatory I have either fallen into hell more or out of it. Depends on what hell is now. That purgatory in jewish religion exists is kind of like. well not what I recall. That there are 7 levels, the 7th there is no coming back from is like wild. That 1 thru 6 you have to work your way out of is like I must have missed this in my world. That people are meaner here then in my world is evident. That sinning here is easier is wild. Not what I expected. Shame on me for experiencing what I can. Shame. They call it discipline, I wonder if you wanted some thing different why teach a person one way to be condemned under something else. Evil is evil. Yes, I repent, yes Jesus Christ forgive me please, have mercy on me. Failing to do good, be kind, and do good, I try nevertheless I fail greatly. I wonder. Anyone else finding new religious ideology that is like not on my world bub. Zombies, tale of 500 coins to 50 coins a debtor is forgiven, Mary had seven evil ones in her, I am just wondering if I failed at bible class all this time because I read something then get tested on different rule or test answers. I think this is nuts. Pray for me.is constant proof that God loves us and loves to see us happy. Benjamin Franklin Mandela Effected friends.. what is the difference between this quote and history as you remember it. Like Ben did not consume H2O2 in my world he was down on beer and I think I would have remembered him being up on wine.One should always be drunk. Tha is all that matters, but with what. With wine, with poetry, or with virtue, as you chose. But get Drunk Charles Baudelaire Mandela effected friends.. exactly who is Mr. Baudelaire. I think I would have read him by now. “Wine is one of the most civilized things in the world and one of the most natural things of the world that has been brought to the greatest perfection, and it offers a greater range for enjoyment and appreciation than, possibly, any other purely sensory thing.” ― Ernest Hemingway “In victory, you deserve Champagne. In defeat you need it.” ― Napoleon Bonaparte “A gourmet meal without a glass of wine just seems tragic to me somehow.” ― Kathy Mattea

bible has changed added several stories I do not recall. like I said the God I believed in is only a story teller, which is awkward he is bigger than I thus God, however he has to follow some rules which means there is something bigger

Russian nesting dolls again.

boy I haven't touched alcohol in years but atm I'd really love an ice cold Baileys and a soft chair from which to view the sunset while I contemplate this 'creator' and the telling off I'd like to give it

you still believe an angel talked to you and that you feel saved or not?

curious which scripture were you looking for?

I'd like to think so Clinton, for the simple reason that I don't feel 'like' many others here.

in your memory was there a story about 500 coins and 50 coins debtor?

Experiencing what I call spillage atm. I was looking at that very thing earlier and feel at odds about it. The scripture was about God marking the fall of the smallest sparrow. I found a passage about (paraphrasing, obviously) how much more we are worth...than a bird of the field...but not the exact way I remember and I went to Catholic School and had religion/bible class daily.

the montauk project is real. the minds of the montauk people are not from here. ie their stories are not remembering this reality. meaning when they went back in time, changed reality ie Abe Lincoln nolonger a senator, no longer a republican 1864 election etc, they are changing the bible.. it was for seen Psalms 2 talks about kings doing this. This history also is Solomon who saw this saying that nothing has changed that the story is the same. Meaning maybe they could only create a loop in time. the end happens eventually

My memory on the sparrow.. Are not two sparrows purchased for a penny ie some money unit? I tell you that the father cares for them. So if he cares for them and they are worthless than you. how much more does he value you. Another example he even knows the number of hairs on your head.. from memory

hey I was close.. https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Matthew+10%3A29-31&version=NIV

yes...I was looking at that very passage earlier...isn't that interesting.

which?

the verse seems the same in my memory..

the part that has changed for me is the book of Luke..

I don´t recall Mary having seven demons.

I don´t recall the story of 500 coins versus 50 coins.

("he marks the fall of the smallest sparrow") I can't find it. and I don't recall that passage you quoted being quite that way. )

What is an oddity is faith seems to work here though. there is a story now of a mountain moving due to muslims threating to kill christians that was not on my world

FAith. so, power of the mind.

the link shows a verse that I recall

youtube was literally lining up songs that I only THOUGHT of, earier. felt like I was programming my own reality. or being picked up on by A.I. for lack of a better term for it, whatever the heck 'it' actually IS.

the statement you used marks teh fall of the smallest sparrow was a teaching of the versus.. not the real versus

you think? b/c it has always always stood out in my mind so clearly. b/c it was close to my heart.

I am much better now I got rid of google and Firefox internet browser

oh wow...ok. thank you for that info

the versus represents the hope that God take care of those that he looks after

the issue I am having now is a bit more awkward meaning if God has not been able to change the story over time, space, and different souls or perceptions why the same story over and over again.. is he bored, absorbed in thought elsewhere or not the person that control fate on this world or another world and he is controlled by fate from someone bigger than he?

that he would care for the smallest creature when men don't even care for each other. That God, gives one hope.

If I were to reach that question...I couldn't maintain the beliefs leading up to it. It would break me. Might.

You seem quite certain of this repetition which if true - I don't have a clue how to begin to grasp that reality.

who is bigger than God? is there way to ask hey my storyline sort of sucks. not that bad, however afer prayer, 1.2 billion years of swapping through different worlds, seeing history geography and perceptions ie souls change is there in none of these where I won the lottery? wrote a great novel? or succeed? that is my point FATE is truth which makes the only choice I really have is being good or evil which sucks to realize at times the soul here prior to me must have succeed or failed in the good or evil contest

WEll would their success or failure in any way dtermine your fate here and now? I mean for crying out loud if it's all repetition what is the point there would be nothing to aspire to! and good or evil...there's no way to maintain only one choicefor a lifetime - there are tempations and mistakes

outside of deciding to be good or evil each mountain change, each history change, nothing really matter.. ie Abe Lincoln losing as a senator no longer that story of his life failure 8 times before winning senate seat than presidency ie Zig Ziegler story.. try try try again till you succeed is a lie

And if you were Hitler for example and repented or whatever...where would that leave you --- what about forgiveness? and that leads back around again to 'God' and whatever/whoever God IS.

What you've just described is simply monstrous

It's describing a reality by design but not of a benevolent G-D

well, think one did a mountain move for the people with me. NO.. Did it move in my memory from one day to another yes. Did history change yes. Abe Lincoln, certain wars, the number of people on earth.. DID that change anything significant to the bible? NO. FATE

Have you ever had 'signs' or communication from God? Inner whispering, nudges? Anything you felt you could only attribute to G-d?

God is stable. His story line is stable. Psalms the whole book is written about the montauk project changing history to break teh bonds of God.. the difference their changes did nothing to God.. only perception

Psalms...? whaaaat...really? O.O

Girl, I am a dead man several times over. without God I should have been dead in 1971, 1975, 1978, 1989, 2013, 2014 rather specific stories

I have lived with bacteria eating flesh

Ok then. Listen. I talk to angels. I personally know 2 of them. if I told you...you woldn't believe me. but. one insists that 'they' are trying to kill Gd. I believe him.

demons are trying to kill God, the issue is God is everything thus if you killed him you could live a little longer but die without his breath, and without his soul. meaning his breath keeps the earths with oxygen, his soul keeps each new human with a soul.. without him we are soulless

read psalms 121, 90 tonight.. is all I can say

now those are words I can stand with. I will read them for sure my friend.

I would suggest removing google, and Firefox their AI is hurting a lot of people.. remember talking with me about the computer talking to me prior to this experience or adventure.. evil is evil..

Do you have any suggestion as to what I might use? I'm really unfamiliar

Psalms read. Thank you.

"Lean not upon thine own understanding, for My ways are above your ways sayeth The Lord. Trust in Me, for you have passed through the veil of forgetfulness to fulfill My purpose. I alone know the beginning and the end. You My children have upon you my Seal, with seeking My Face, you will come to remembrance, for you are set apart, not one will be plucked from My Hand. You shall speak My Words, and My Word shall flow from your mouth. Do not become weary, for I Am with you always."

I went to YouTube and there was a new release. This was in the comment section. ❤

5/8/18, 8:38 AM

using internet explorer for browsing using private only windows, erasing both email, and Facebook ever so often because the movement of the mind is digital the more stuff you have for them to move the less likely you or who you are survives.. meaning I am remembering events of other people that are not mine nor dreams

5/9/18, 5:50 AM

The idea to question is thinking are you thinking ... what was the latest book you read... when was the endmost dream you had with enlightened to a new idea or secret. There is a great dummying down of this world. I expected nano technology to do surprising and wild. Instead, I find that certain groups are hiding how the real world should be turning into now. The world is being changed within itself, and the secret seems to be hidden to that not paying attention or perhaps those that are not poets. Possibly only poets can see the secret or cares about people enough to be kind and worry about those that are dying. The murder of the human race is happening maybe it is my fault that I do not have friends anymore that could help me change the future. Prayer I was recently told is for help from angels, while worship is for the Lord creator. Magic is frequency and vibration with a word to change to cast a spell. The secrets told to some. Others spells written in books is limited by the spoken word. Vibration of the voice makes the world into existence. The dragons were here first per a book I am reading. Mad because of the arrangement of them as keeper of the garden was usurped by man. Humor. To murder billions because their place of power was usurped. The joke on the humans if I read this correctly is this whole tale is made because of the fig. A fig which changed our destination from being with someone constantly to be away from him. However, what is worship to be part of something bigger and better than what is present? Reading's worship is to be grateful for what is presently happening to you. Be appreciative and bless those that behave against you. Wild. The ideology seems different. Protect your thoughts. Listen to secrets being read. If I am to talk about the truth. The secrets are easy to watch. I saw my first one along time ago. The water tower was used to drug a whole culture. To murder people’s dreams to stop them from being whom they should have been. I did not realize what I watched that day. But now I understand a bit more and read enough to recognize changes within myself that should not be there. Sadness when you are writing the end of your story when my adventure has been so short and uneventful. My life however is within. There I have seen what should have been. Reading is not illegal yet. Read think before those thoughts can not be bought at a local bookstore. Enjoy ideas that are outside your box. Realize the box you are in is something that has not really changed since the 50’s. Think of the technology of telephones from landlines to wireless. Should we not have flying cars by now instead of a V8 which again they had in the 1950’s.

5/9/18, 1:03 PM

To your comment on the fifties - yes - exactly. Precisely b/c we've come so far in my lifetime (1957) it seems obvious they're picking and choosing what to upgrade or introduce. We should be many decades ahead of this, at a minimum.

Wish I had your intelligence. I wish you did (still) have friends who could assist you in changing this world reality. I love your writing, "The world is being changed within itself, and the secret seems to be hidden to that not paying attention or perhaps those that are not poets." Oh yes. Some have a poets heart and eyes but not the words and silently watch and mourn.

It would be a poorer existence here if not for the flow of thoughts ideas poetry prose...from you, Clinton. x

A friend of mine...was heading to a family gathering. His son was with him in the car and as they reached the street and parked across from the house where the party was...just as they were about to exit the car --- from the right...alongside a house there came a figure in flight. It came past them and across the street and behind the house they were going to. It was a Dragon. They leapt from the car and shot into that house and everyone asked what was wrong as they were both extremely pale, shaking and out of breath. They both witnessed it. It was real. A Dragon.

5/10/18, 9:09 AM

please tag me in your posts. I have a feeling a lot of people are going to be gone soon. Peace

5/12/18, 9:49 AM

montauk time line has changed again

5/12/18, 2:16 PM

They were into so much more than I ever dreamed. Making things disappear and having the technique 'down' in the 30's? !!! The experiments with time? I realize...when I was outside of time and I thought/perceived that there WAS no such thing as time but a way to mark events...a timeline/memory etc BUT thinking now...it wasn't NOT time ---- it was SPED UP or SLOWED DOWN. Holy Crap. I was 16 years old I wish the fuck I'd had more on the ball OR my DAD...b/c when that happened to me and I ran home to TELL my dad? HE already had a vision of what happened to me while it happened to me! WTF WAS THAT Clinton? WHat the F kind of evil bastards are THESE????? SEriously why have we always been fucked with me and him...is it truly only blood type? Nah can't be. Have to think ----- he and I -----w/o a doubt the ONLY ones ever AWAKE in my whole GD life!!!! you know what? It's a kind of curse isn't it!!!

The more I wake up to all these machinations it's like a horror show unfolding. I want to find a corner of the uni to go to and hide.

NOTHING is as it seems and yet...here we are in the middle of it all.

The answer is two fold. A time loop. I thought it started 1980 to 1984. Then I have seen it end 1986. Latest date change 1978. Realize the German story I posted it is only angelfire might mean there is several layers of loops. This loop is still ending. I remember now 6 ways that the end of earth was suppose to end. my original memory last 30 years devil is let out of hell. now I have seen 3.5 years, 35 years, 70 years, and 7 years. The loop is Germany and US.. there is one with Japan, England and China. The loop is the time of tribulation... well that is evil..

so this loop is lasting the longest by far...Germany won the war and 'nazis'...etc.

it's just the empathic abilities...ramped up too...or something. I have to do my protection exercises again.

they won.. again the issue is Solomon story.. you have to read psalms, and everything..

the issue is the tree part is cut and a new branch is grafted into the tree

the issue is time wise.. realize this is 6.4 billion to 4.5 billion years is a long time. the difference is I am analog versus digital this world is digital.

the challenge is how to escape a box that is life

if I had money i could finish two items

Preston Nelson lives in New york. He might be able to unblock mental

He also might be able to help understand living a life backwards .. I think it deals with names in the book of life.. if we lived in a future that is not our future how can we be cjudged evil..

I am evil I ask Christ all te time for forgiveness but the humming is .10 to .30 hrz and is causing me pain

Doubt forgiveness would get us out of our current situations. Sorry you're hurting Clinton. x

6/19/18, 6:33 PM

https://www.zerohedge.com/news/2016-09-29/run-begins-deutsche-bank-hedge-fund-clients-cut-collateral-exposure

6/20/18, 5:18 PM

oh boy

7/12/18, 10:11 AM

you ever hear about a maser prior to this pm? https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TAU17YEEhiU

7/13/18, 8:04 PM

oh hell o no

8/14/18, 12:00 AM

Are you familiar with the Wernicke Correction and the Mars Project? Have you ever listened to a talk by Dr Richard Alan Miller? Love him, he's brilliant. You will find the above fascinating. Here's his latest:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZTX8raAE1a0

Dr. Richard Alan Miller: 99.95% that Earth's Ocean currents will have to reboot, as soon as by 2020

Seal Team#1 Leader Dr. Richard Alan Miller: It is a 3Sigma [99.95%] Event that the Earth's Ocean current's will have to reboot, as soon as by 2020 By Alfred ...

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8/14/18, 9:28 PM

Perogative is now Prerogative?

Bobcat Goldthwait is now no longer DEAD?

There is a town in Italy called GenoVa...not Genoa?

Miller talks about time. What do you think of his theories/explanations

8/15/18, 3:50 AM

an opinion.. a word is noise.. noise and light began reality in the bible. time is a wave frequency of the word.

8/21/18, 7:32 PM

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ONXI4IIDLSk

Global Gestapo/4: MK Ultra, Nazi Docs, Tavistock: Early Mind & Behavior Control

Karen's New Flyer for Law Enforcement in the USA: https://everydayconcerned.net/2018/07/26/nsa-whistleblower-karen-melton-stewart-jit-attn-law-enforcement-po...

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A few very interesting points in the latter part of the 2nd half.

When I copied the link for this, it was 2 hrs 21 mins. When I went to watch it a few hours later? 21 Mins were GONE as if they were never there. They WERE. I copied it down. More weird by the day my friend.

8/22/18, 3:26 AM

read Gobel.. 2017 there were many more math formulas.. they remove technology going backwards in time.. at first I thought it was to stop progress which it does. then realization.. those math formula prohibit the new math that is taking its place. old ideology or old ideas are removed so that different ones get funded and motion towards a humanity without God is created.. it is sick. it does not end well.

what is wild is his facts seem different from this history. 1200 jamestown was 919, world war II 50 to 70 million to showing now 50 to more than 80 million.. some how I remember 26 million Germans, 12 million Jewsish, Gypsies, 20 million Russians, then the rest 15 million.. history is changing. read the above Gobel is right they are removing history and time.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=40L3SGmcPDQ

8/22/18, 7:19 PM

21 minutes were GONE from the videoI sent you last night. Today I clicked on the video...the 21 minutes are BACK and at the end - so now? Even though I FINISHED it last night - I now have 21 additional minutes to get through. WHAT THE HECK. This is a daily mind game now.

I still have one more part to read on all that you tagged me. I'm working on it. Busy day. And I hope when all is said and done we are still friends. It seems that no one even pays attention to these things or just shrugs them off.

I found some information from a guy that left YT b/c they kept destroying his channel. I found a group of videos...and there was one important one I desperately wanted to watch and send you - guess which one was removed.

Frustrated at every turn.

8/22/18, 9:06 PM

Read Gobel.

this world changed dramatically.. https://www.reddit.com/r/RocketLeague/comments/97xhoy/check_out_my_new_rocket_league_goals_video/ this was not part of the sf fy since 2016. yesterday it showed up.. it is now 3 seasons.. meaning something i would have known about is brand new.

Check out my new Rocket League goals video (Predator Edition) • r/RocketLeague

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FY-tp8T8qb8

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read comments. there are no comments. this is a video game. ?

yep.. you have science channel? right now they are talking about a project that I recognize from montauk project

they are building suits for people to climb walls..

yesterday they built a suit of invisibility.. montauk project is truth

Whatever this is don't want to be on a Godless world. People are noticing the quick flips of information and synchronicities. I dislike that term.

rocket league is wild to watch on syfy.. it is like seeing a soccer game as a video game.. and they are paying the players to play a game.

ohhh ok

Did you read the ctc time loop? realize what we are watching a past, changed we lived here prior .. perception wise is all that is changing

meaning body same

soul or perception changes via Q chip.. again something new on science channel.

the difference is they say one thing, while noted science says something else. the past was changed.. the question is what reality is real. meaning I recognize enough changes in my world now to realize it was not an original ..

vhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0yp9tsthL8s

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0yp9tsthL8s

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wxH1rmOTpFA

invisiblity

I have just read that wiki page. Very interesting. Leads to so many questions for me, one based on 'past' experience where I stood outside time so maybe was in a space where I could have remained indefinitely but then was returned to the current second about to occur. Would need time to process on that article...my head is so stuffed w/information it would bump out prior content. Feel I lose space or capacity with age. Maybe not.

Now on to the other links you provided.

I remember an invisibility cloak from about 2013. What she's describing in that video seems like it might be more advanced. I see the gecko suit.

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8/26/18, 6:38 AM

do this.. Google map Fallon Montana. then use the map of the city so you see actual builings and then just look up.. you will see a red dwarf star next to the mirror that is shown as sunlight

travel the town and see the planet.. in some places you can see the planet very well.. https://www.google.com/maps/@46.8363575,-105.1133109,3a,75y,86.15h,172.2t,0.22r/data=!3m6!1e1!3m4!1sHiQZBUDCN4UxiNV7tQvY4g!2e0!7i3328!8i1664

8/26/18, 9:16 AM

what do you think? another planet or sun or not?

8/26/18, 1:08 PM

looks like a planet. are there two or is the reddish one casting a shadow?

go to Fallon Montana in google and travel the town then just loo up.. the planet or red dwarf sun shows up.. I think this is why I say you are dead.

6.5 billion to 4.5 billion years you have been dead 2 billion years

that sun or red dwarf sun is covered by the mirror sunlight you see each day..

watch people walking think of walking dead and realit you are seeing people walking as if they are dead

A dream in 1980 I saw a red planet hit earth. From the violence of the impact I was thrown against a wall. I died. I stepped out of the body with no pain. I also saw nearly all the events taking place now...as something that was to happen in the 'future'. which is why I think whatever this is...is coming to a close.

Past few days...things keep starting over again. Starting twice. Repeating themselves. Books...online posts from ppl...words changing...no more plurals...singular...it's wrong. it's wrong in books I've gotten from the library. Mandela Effects one after another...so much I don't recognize have never seen before.

ha. how do these changes keep happening and future events keep unspooling as if it's going to END. WILL it?

buy a lotto ticket with numbers you remember.

1. Solomon

read his last book.

then realize the universe is not 13 billion years old

if we are now not expanding in the universe but collasping which science says now..

meaning I was taught we were expanding.

here the galaxy is collasping into a larger galaxy pool.

means the universe is a lot lot older

that sun is a red dwarf or if scienc is correct here a 3 trillion year old star..

not billion trillion is the word

40 years ago I saw into the future. I saw Bill Clinton. I saw these fires in Cali. I saw the floods on east coast. I saw evacuations and gridlock and that there was no place to evac TO. I saw the red planet. I saw Jesus. I have no idea what it all means except...Jesus said he would be back.

I feel ill

we are collasping into a super cluster

to bad you did not get the lotto numbers. I want a bit of coin to stop certain things

they are going to kill like 5 million white people sson. On 1 August 1834, all slaves in the British Empire were emancipated, but they were indentured to their former owners in an apprenticeship system which was abolished in two stages; the first set of apprenticeships came to an end on 1 August 1838, while the final apprenticeships were scheduled to cease on 1 August 1840,

https://southafricatoday.net/south-africa-news/western-cape/mosque-attack-gruesome-farm-attacks-dont-get-the-same-attention/

you there?

No I had to take a break I felt ill.

Once. Just one time I stood outside a local card store and felt the urge to play lotto. I came up with the numbers myself. All 6 of them. And. I . WON. I was beside myself going to collect...the fantasies in my head! What I was going to do with the winnings. They said "Oh...a lot of ppl won this time around". They handed me $87.50.

White are already in the minority. A matter of time but they always push the limits. Whatever runs this is pure evil.

this reality is wild. I remember only 4 million whites in south africa

now there is 5 million

wild is reality changes

8/26/18, 6:56 PM

so this is why I say people are dead

1. the sun is a red dwarf ie trillion years old not billion

2. galaxy is collapsng into a super cluster ie instead of expanding outward to 377000 light years light I remember at 6.5 billion years we are going backwards towards the start of the big bang

3. people are captured in or on their phones ie if you try to talk to them they can not talk for more than 10 minutes.. they are dead.. limited interaction with reality

8/27/18, 11:42 AM

https://l.facebook.com/l.php?u=https%3A%2F%2Fwww.google.com%2Fmaps%2F%4046.8352693%2C-105.1213963%2C3a%2C75y%2C104.78h%2C179t%2Fdata%3D!3m6!1e1!3m4!1sc9n8ZSY_WuPDiHqU_28lfw!2e0!7i3328!8i1664&h=AT3lGczApZbwFbxxb5L50T7DNwIHQW1L7T1-IVbeqGWCcljfuG71d2lsoC6ArPLILpqXQtR8VTeh5K414eRufh-zxk3GvtITGGE5LZCj4fcKJ4Axq-rI0F8NqdHfkAvRJTc

8/27/18, 6:29 PM

US Military programmes like Soul Catcher, Voice of God (synthetic telepathy) and Zombie Apocalypse - among many others - which operate via quantum super computers much greater than, but not unlike those at DWave here in Burnaby BC 'Canada' - and their systems of systems of *self regulating software (*AI), social and population control and reduction behavioural sciences, technologies and techniques enabling the greatest and darkest *wave of death (*DWave) to sweep the planet of the "surplus" and target population (their terms) in algorithmic apocalypse which will see more death and destruction than has ever occurred on this planet up until this point historically (as we know it).

Now, how many of you still want to indulge in biochemical addiction to facebook and clearly weaponised technology? [ 5 G will be the final nail in your collective coffins if it is allowed to be deployed and the global intelligence lunatics are able to technotronically incapacitate and assassinate anyone who even thinks about trying to stop it. ----Alejandro Jodorowski

Have you heard about Project Soul Catcher? Hive mind would of course, thru A.I. operate thru the phones. 10 minute activation time? Stepford World. omg.

Things are repeating in very short loops now. See posts from friends and two days later? See same posts frm same friends. I've already seen them. What is that?

ps you removed a post 7 hours ago but I can see it. wtH!

"censorship is funny. so I post some thing and .. manager sorry you comment can not be posted at this time. so I start chatting with people.. Chat is currently unavailable. Not even a sorry or we apologies.. humor censorship is funny especially when you see something Mandela effect change and you ask a person a question and suddenly no one talks to you.. humor.. I think they got the wrong perception when they kidnapped me. This is not my reality" and the link below it.

censorship. if montauk fail safe is activated north korea nukes california, russia nukes georgia, new york has a dirty bomb plus something.. fb is google are working with what you call ilumniti .. the humor is they failed to do the right passage if montauk project is truth. the issue which is wilder is the universe time.. 13.2 billion or trilion.. realize the color of that red planet is older than you expect.

target `population is 500 million

8/31/18, 8:31 AM

years from now.. I just do not want to hear NEVER AGAIN and say I did nothing.. evil is evil.. 5 million people potentially being killed is n issue.. https://southafricatoday.net/south-africa-news/afriforum-sitole-must-investigate-malema-for-encouraging-farm-murders/ to change the events of history you have to change the mind set of the people or this to could happen to everyone.. to change history you have to care for everyone https://southafricatoday.net/tag/farm-attack/

8/31/18, 6:48 PM

Agree Clinton but we have to pull together as a collective Too...to create change. Stepping up...like the old adage about the Nazi Occupation "I didn't speak when then....and then they came for me".

And speaking out or up...Now? No longer allowed. People are afraid and you begin to feel horrified...b/c you can actually SEE it happening now...in this country....YOUR country. I could never get anyone to stand up with me...from the time i was a teen and NOW? Living under tyranny...being punished for the deeds of the many. Like being kept after school b/c one boy threw spitballs. I have never once been the culprit but I have always paid dues for them. So do we all I suppose.

It goes back once again to a movie I have repeatedly cited...that no one seems to recall - the original "Invasion of The Body Snatchers" are you familiar with it? 1956. Kevin McCarthy. Saw it as a child...never forgot it. Deeply unsettling. They said it was political...it was predictive. It's where we are now.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=baoC7F7EWn4

Invasion of the Body Snatchers - Trailer

Something evil has taken possession of the small town of Santa Mira, California. Hysterical people accuse their loved ones of being emotionless impostors, of...

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9/1/18, 1:35 AM

there were several resets yesterday during Mccains furneral.. one mooment a speech woulbe going one way.. then the person would say the same words twice and it was like he went another. I would say a decision on some parts of the loop occurred.

the ctc loop of time is mentioned that the time and seasons would be turned over to evil one. I think that is the time of tribultation which we are seeing..

that it takes longer than seven years due to some people experiencing it longer I think reflects mankind attempt to break the bonds Psalms 2.

did we? doubt it. if for some potential we did the outcome is more an issue

ie a branch of the tree of life that does no produce what they want they cut off.

speak out.. south africa will be horrible.

9/2/18, 7:21 PM

The repeating. It's posts...joined together but diff versions. It's comments in the same thread. It's a series of 'do overs'...have only seen one other person who noticed it.

9/2/18, 9:26 PM

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l_aHh4lAlys   https://www.minds.com/Talon123/blog/journal-937411222304706560