I dont blame god for giving humans the free will to literally fuck evrything up that they can, i blame god for not giving animals the ability to speak and use guns.
I am an older gentleman now in retirement. I have paid my dues to the thieves in suits and hope that I can survive my remaining years while retaining whatever human(e)ity I have left. I don't take vaccines or meds and have not seen a Doctor in over 20 years and surprise, surprise, I am still very much alive and kicking.
I talk to angels and animals: facts! I have lucid dreams of the 144,000 celestial forces that align with the 144,000 genomes in the blood. The tarot is used in secret to build the ladder to the Tree of Life, leading to the Holy Guardian Angel. My goal is to have twelve decks for each gate which deepens the level of opening up these forces. I am working on deck three now myself, the first one was done by Bob Maddox. I am making a revamped version of this we can call deck 1 1/2. Deck Two is done. The second deck has the tools to find the 144,000 names, create meditations for every day of the year, and align your habitat into sacred space. The third deck, underway will give you a couple grand worth of angels for middle pillar rituals to align the planets, stars and bones: I seek to hack the 144,000 for others, aligning the genomes and the consciousness faster with experienced shortcuts through it all.